DreamJournal: April 2004 Archives

I'm only recalling fragments, but I remember dreaming that I was in a German Disco, and people were running around smearing a gold glittering paste on each other that had an Ecstasy-like drug in it. I kept trying to dodge the people that were smearing it, and I was trying to get out, and just as I neared the door, someone got me on the neck, and I could feel the drug enter my body. I thought my eyes were burning and I wasn't able to walk straight. All of the hallways seemed to wobble and the walls vibrated. Part of me was terrified, but it was like I was disconnected from parts of myself and I couldn't feel myself caring enough about my own terror to do something about it, so the terror sat like a horrfied child in a dark corner of my soul.